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什么时候,两个人的爱情已经变成鸡肋?
还是什么时候,已悄悄开始不爱?
该学着放弃了,学着不要把自己看得那么重要,现在才知道,原来我是那么喜欢自虐的感觉,痛并享受着。。。
学着勇敢地放弃,而不是卑微地去爱!!!
找回从前的AL,从今天开始--
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2007-10-20
2007-10-20
内心空洞,没有灵魂。行尸走肉一样,对自己的未来没有憧憬,对自己的过去要么全盘否定,要么就是纯粹没心没肺。酒吧里面喝酒、卡拉OK唱歌,开心过后回家是落寞,没有幸福和满足感。碰到点挫折或者看到可能要担负的责任就逃避,叫着个性和自由,其实根本没有足够清醒和强大的自我。 -
2007-10-20
之初
听个歌吧
是的,我再也不能回到那绽放的夜晚,你也是---
La Ballade of Lady and Bird
Bird : Lady?
Lady : Yes Bird?
Bird : It's cold
Lady : I know
Lady : Bird... I cannot see a thing
Bird : It's all in your mind
Lady : I'm worried
Bird : No one will come to see us
Lady : Maybe they come but we just don't see them .What do you see?
Bird : I see what's outside
Lady : And what exactly is outside?
Bird : It's grown-ups
Lady : Well maybe if we scream they can hear us
Bird : Yeah, maybe we should try to scream
Lady : Ok, Bird
Lady & Bird : Heeeelp, Heeeelp .Can you hear us now ? Hello ! Help ! Hello it's me .Hey
.Can you see .Can you see me. I'm here .Nana come and take us.Hello. Are you there
Hello...
Lady : I don't think they can hear us
Bird : I can hear you lady
Bird : Do you want to come with me lady
Lady : Will you be nice to me Bird
Lady : You're always be nice to me because you're my friend
Bird : I try but sometimes I make mistakes
Lady : Nana says that we all make mistakes
Bird : Maybe we should scream more
Lady : Yes, Bird let's scream more
Lady & Bird : Help ! Help us ! Come on ! Help Hello ! Help !Hello ! We're lost
Lady : I think they cannot see us
Bird : Nobody likes us
Lady : But they all seem so big
Bird : Maybe we should just jump
Lady : What if we fall from the bridge and then nobody can catch us
Bird : I don't know let's just see what happens
Lady : Okay
Bird : Come with me
Lady : Shall we do it together
Bird : Yeah
Lady & Bird : 1 2 3....Aaaaaaah
Bird : Lady?
Lady : Yes Bird
Bird : It's cold
Lady : I know
Lady : Bird...I cannot see a thing
Bird : It's all in your mind -
独自待久了,人会变得很迟钝.
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我不知该怎么面对,所以选择仓皇而逃。可能是故作潇洒,也可能是怕破坏了自己美好的想象。天平座的人,太要求完美了~我不喜欢哪怕一丝的不好印象。可是,为什么没有该有的喜悦?只是淡淡的,淡淡的如释重负???为什么从他的脸上看不出我想要的感觉?我也感觉不到他的心。。。能感觉到的只是一种淡漠,互相倾情的人之间有淡漠?唉,再不能回到从前,,,或者昙花盛开的时候即是幻灭之时。忽然又想起YY,我的心里你的位置早已有人代替,那么YY你呢?你的心里还是那个1M吗?







